I don't want to

"E vou, como se o mundo todo fosse, sugado para dentro de ti, e não houvesse nada a fazer, senão, deixar-me ir..."

Here's something I fear,
Something I try to avoid with all my strenght,
Something I will never show...
Because I don't want to miss her,
To get up thinking of her,
To be unable to get to sleep,
To feel the ground rock under my feet,
To look forward to seeing her every minute,
To talk to her, hiding this miserly truth...

Cause of you,
Cause of me,
Cause of this fear to,
Here's now something I don't want to...